Feel like Iâ€™m camping out at the crossroads latelyâ€¦ Every choice I face is either A or B with a response required YESTERDAY. Some folks might appreciate less choice, thinking it makes things easier. I prefer having at least one or two more roads to take.
To say Iâ€™ve been stressed out lately would be an understatementâ€¦ Seems that all the folks around me have their own problems and Iâ€™m left with a small cross to bear for each of them. Tack on my own issues and Iâ€™m left with a handful of hair and a bloody scalp.
I think it all started a good 6-8 months ago, when everything in my life seemed to be going fairly well. Then I hurt myself at the gym which including corrective surgery laid me up for about 3 monthsâ€¦ Then I broke my hand which laid me up for another monthâ€¦ Then I had a tumor in my back removed which laid me up for another 2 monthsâ€¦ Lastly I wreck my car which leaves me in the lurch for yet another month. Finally Iâ€™ve got the car back, Iâ€™m all healed up, and then a damned case of Bronchitis returns.
Tack on the drama at the office, drama at home, drama with peersâ€¦ I need a damned vacation. Canâ€™t say there was another time in my life where Iâ€™ve been perfectly prepared to just throw my hands in the air and run/drive away screaming.
Still, from unexpected sources I find a little peace and comfort. Guess Iâ€™ll just count my blessings and try to move past the curses.